Julia Laurosiewicz 

This was not what I meant 

I did wanted the best 

Nothing matters anymore 

As I was nothing at all 

I loved each one of you 

All you did was just pass through 

I just wanted to be an always and forever 

And I wanted to have one – I know it wasn’t clever 

Accidentally I ruined so much 

I thought I would be better without the shame of the past 

I thought it never mattered 

And I hate that I was right 

And I can say I’m better 

But without you I’m sure, 

Sure it will never matter